w-inds.

december na...

2005-12-07T09:52:00.000-08:00

grabe, anu naman ngayon kung december na ha>? so what ba... malapit na anniv namen ng w-inds...i mean first anivv namen ng w-inds...na discover ko xe w-inds bandang december...hay...i miss w-inds...sobra....w-inds...hayy...i dunno...ang busy busy xe...well...hay...sad..

anu ba to..19th na bday ko..sabi nila malapit na..i dont feel excited about it.parang wala lang. aun lang..napgusapan lang xe namen ng buddy ko..sabi ko feeling ko di ako magiging masaya sa bday ko kasi tumatanda na ako na sa tingin ko ay for real naman...jaski..anu ba, magbebente na ako muka parin akong twelve....sana bigyan naman ako ng height...

aniways, malamig lamig na rin ang simoy ng hangin at mejo mejo may xmas lights na sa tabi tabi. kami s bahay, wala. walang krismas tree o kahit ano. minsan ang tamad talaga maglagay. sabihin na natin busy lang talaga kami. pero alam mo un, walang tumitigil para icheck ang krismas decors..huwaat?

sa buwang nobyembre, isa lang ang naiblog ko..di naman obvious na busy ako...at wala pang kakwenta kwenta yung blinog ko.

nagkita kami kanina ng bestfriend ko, si mics, um, shes in a sad situation, and of course, anjan ako para pasayahin siya. sabi niya xaken nalilimutan niya pwoblema niya pag nakikita niya ako, actually, literal na ganun nga...hahaha...lagi niyan naalala prob niya pag pauwi na xa sa bahay or kapag hinahatid ko na xa sa skayan galing sa bahay..

nanood kami pinoy big bro, ang funny talaga..naiiyak at natatawa kame...

niwei tom wala kaming pasok @ MASAYA UN. haus parteeeeeeee!

...

...weee....

2005-11-27T08:10:00.000-08:00

recent photos:
http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c12/jaycette02/woody4life.jpg = my woody with a poploli
http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c12/jaycette02/tatsprintad.jpg =my bestfriend's print ad
http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c12/jaycette02/19634712325900l.jpg =the exorcism of the woodstocks
http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c12/jaycette02/sweetipic.jpg = sweethearts
http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c12/jaycette02/19919158322284l.jpg = cupids....
sa pinoy bog brother, gusto ko nang matanggal si say..wala lang. fish lips kasi, ang arte pa, ang plastic. all i wanted them to do is say the truth, kahit no ba "it hurts you know, it hurts"

now lang naka pag blog:
ngaun na lang uli ako nakapagblog. panu ba naman, di ko masolo tong pc. my siter ning...owns it..mejo xa o sila ng ate ko na lang kasi laging asa harap ng pc e. pero siguro magbabago na rin ang takbo ang sistema ng paggamit namen sa pc, kasi bumili na si dady ng isa pang pc...ang laki nga ng screen e, parang pang games. in fairness, okey naman xa, xp pa..pero di ko feel e. mas feel ko tong windows ninety eit ko..beby ko to eh...

gateway trauma:
i really hate the gateway mall. panu ba naman, feel na feel ko nang manood ng harry potti book 4, e biglang di natuloy. e kasi ba naman,, tinamad sila.. i cant hate my friends, kaya yung mall na lang. may jinx kasi e. tambay na lang tuloy sa starbuko nangyari. sayang che, wala ka, kumanta kami ng kung anu anu, pati "i finally found" ni barbara streisand napagtripan namen,,,achecehechee.

green green green:
i love green/la lang.

school life:
hope makapgusap na kami ng socio prof ko at makapasok na ako sa copywriting class ko.

okey okey!!

2005-10-26T11:00:00.000-07:00

okey! okey! so i havent updated things yet. i thought i wont blog again, ever. but i was so pissed right now, i wanted to blog.

38th shell exibit 2005, sm megamall.
i was one of the finalist, with my acrylic entry, entitled: winds. (whew)
here are some of the pixture in the event...id add up some pa...

special thanks to:

my parents. lola. ate pj. ning ning.

ate tina, baby rinoa.

ado3- kiara,che,nikee,cyrus taga beda, woody, chame and dave, doms (finalist; acrylic)

kuya/ ninong paolo.

ate tongki.ate janina.bj (honorable mention digital art).marius.marius' sister.

Sir Gucci.

God!

isolation II

2005-09-28T12:52:00.000-07:00

*b-hag

akoy bihag ng isang bgay
na inakala kong gusto ko,
inakala kong kaya ko,

bat biglaan akong umaayaw,
pero nanghihinayang sa mga naisayang
mga panahon at hirap
para makuha ang bawat butil ng pagmamahal at tiwala

aasahan mo pa ba ang ganoong sitwasyon
kung saan wala ka nang nararamdaman
kung saan naisumpa na sa dilim
ang kaligayahan mong minimithi,

bakit kailangang tumakbo
sa malayong lugar na hindi mo alam
basta lang hindi mabihag
sa bagay na ayaw mo na

sayang ang pakiramdam
natakpan lang ng paghihirap
at mga di inakalang sitwasyon
at kasinungalingan

ang natitirang pagtingin
ay sadyang nakatuon sa pagbihag
di alam pano aalis
di alam pano kakalas

nabihag ka na
wala ka nang kawala...
wala ka nang magawa...
* titig
una kong nakita ang mga mata mo
natuwa ako sa aking naramdaman
akal ko nga'y di na ako makakatitig muli
dahil ayaw mo akong bigyan ng pagkakataon
pero sa bawat sandali ng ating kaligayahan
ay tumatagal ang pagtitig ko sa iyo,
kasabay ng mga ngiti sa aking labi..
mahirap ipaliwanag, pero masaya ang pakiramdam.
pero katumbas noon ang isang toneladang paghihirap
na aking naramdaman,
bawat patak ng aking luha
at bawat kirot ng aking damdamin
ay nagbigay ng lumot sa aking isipan
wala na akong makita
ayoko nang tumitig sa iyong mga mata
inakala kong totoo ka
inakala kong nandiyan ka
pero panaginip lang pala ang lahat
mga ilusyon na palibot libot lamang
tinanggap ko ang mga ilusyon
pero masyado nang madaya para
sa akin...
paano ako makakaalis
kung ipinamumukha mo parin
ang pagkukunwari mo
sapagkat kailangan mo ako
sasandalan mo sa oras na gusto mo
wala kang isip,
wala na kong masandalan
pero di mo nakikita
nagpipilit ka
hirap na ako
pagod na ako
ayoko nang tumitig pa sa iyong mga mata
ayoko nang tumitig pa sa mga isinusulat mong pangako...

*kung wala na akong gustong makita
mabuti na lang na tumakbo ako
palayo...
sana posibleng
makawala
nang walang pagsisisi
at nang di ko maalala
ang mga bagay na nagbigay buhay
sa tulog kong ulirat...

di ako sanay

2005-09-27T11:37:00.000-07:00

Lagi na lang umuulanParang walang katapusanTulad ng paghihirap ko ngaun Parang walang humpaySa kabila ng lahatNg aking pag sisikapNa limutin kaAy hindi pa rin magawaHindi naman ako tangaAlam ko na wla ka naPero mahirap langNa tanggapinHindi na kita kapilingIniwan mo ako nag iisaSa gitna ng dilimAt basang basa pa sa ulanPero huwag magalala Hindi na kita gagambalahinAlam ko naman ngaun may kapilingKa nang ibaTanging hiling ko sayoNa tuwing umuulanMaalala mo sanang may nagmamahal sayoLagi na lang umuulanParang wlang katapusanTulad ng paghihirap ko ngayon Parang walang humpayIniwan mo ako nag iisaSa gitna ng dilimAt basang basa pa sa ulan

Nandito nakaukit parin sa puso konang sabihin mong wag nalangNandito nakatatak parin sa isip kokungpaano mo tinalikuran ang lahat(chorus)kay bilis ba't umalisnakaka-miss nabigla langdi ko man lamang nalaman na mawawalanabigla langdi mo man lamang naisip na idahan-dahandi ako sanay sa bigalaanunti-unti nalang sanang nawalahindi ba natin kayang magkunwariat sabihin cge nalanghindi ba natin kayang dayainang mga yakap sa tuwing lumalamig

isolation

2005-09-27T10:22:00.000-07:00

sana tamaan ka ng kidlat,
sa lahat ng ginagawa mong pagpapahirap.
ginugulo mo ang utak ko,
nawiwindang ang mundo ko.

sana kaya kong sabihin,
kung gaano na ang pasakit mo sakin.
ni hindi ko alam kung totoo ka,
o natural na sinungaling na talaga.

sana malaman mo,
ang katotohanan.
sana makita mo,
ang lahat ng pagkakamali mo.
sana masaya ka,
at masaya din ako.

di mo naman kailangang makalimot,
pero bakit mo ginawa yon?
tatakbo na ako,
malayong malayo.

sana huwag mo na akong habulin.

*
sobrang gulo
pero gusto kong makita
isang bagay na pilit kong hinahanap
pero hindi ko maramdaman
di kailangang manahimik
pero ayoko nang umimik
sa loob ng mga hikbi
na pilit kong tinatago
sa aking pagkahimbing
sana makita ng lahat
kung gaano ito kahirap
mga pasa sa bawat
pangyayari,
na nagtitira ng latay
sa katawan.
di magawang umiwas,
kahit gusto nang kumalas
bakit patuloy ang kapit
kahit ayaw nang sumandal
tulungan ako sa aking kaguluhan
hindi ko na maintindihan
panay sabog ang ang kasama
panoy sabog ang nakikita
WALA NA TULOY
AKONG MARAMDAMAN.

im so damn sick and i hate YOU!

2005-09-20T22:27:00.000-07:00

well, ive been sick for two days. im so stressed out. my body's falling down. eyebags getting baggy. god, i need sleep and rest. i need to get out of this whatever you call it life.

i went patryin' last saturday, just to get out some stress from school and stuff. it was muning's 19th bday and the entire fine arts classmates are there and some interior people. we had the best time,

well, my buddy bj and i..together with jhet danced and drunk stuff..god, we had the best time, really. but after they played gasolina, i got really tired and started drinking and stuffing dragons. i got really "bangag" and went home about 3:30am in the morning. I was with rabu rabu inside the cab...and i just went...zzzzzzzzzzzzz. hahaha.

now im at home, doing stuff for my mom. and chatting with my couzin, he told me that hurricane rita is headed on their place... my mom wont let me go to school coz im still sick, she told me, i need rest. ultimate rest. i realized im abusing my body, getting not enough sleep is bad, and thinking about a lot of issues lately will surely kill you. every week, my body gets fever...i mean, last wednesday, i had fever, and now, i have something like that again. oh, yeah,

lets do some blind item:

this person i hate so much. not only I, but everyone on the god damn fucking planet. this person is so fucking bitchy and flirty...well, i dont get this person coz this person is such a pain in the ass!!!! i hope you realize how pathetic you are, talking ill about me...and even, you know....even sharing gossips about me and my _____ to other people!! fuck you! get a life you daughter of a bitch!!! stop making stories about me and my_________! you freak!!!!!! stories arent true you freakkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!

ewwwww. everyone hates you. i hope you realize that. you suck! ive talked to you about those issues and you just cant stop and even included your ____ in the scene. fuck you!!

i hate you..............freaaakkkk!!!~

i dont get you

you freak

i dont see you

you freak

please burn in hell

heal your issues

you freak

i hate you

stop making scenes

in my life

stop being so

insecure

stop it

you

first

timer

freak.

WAKE ME UP

2005-09-16T11:04:00.000-07:00

WAKE ME UP. DI AKO MAKAPAG ISPI.

IM TOO BUSY TO DO ANYTHING GOOD OR SIGNIFICANT FOR WORLD PEACE.

LAGI NA LANG UMUULAN
PARANG WALANG KATAPUSAN
TULAD NG PAGHIHIRAP KO NGAYON
PARANG WALANG HUMPAY...

SA KABILA NG LAHAT
NANG AKING PAGSISIKAP
NA LIMUTIN KA
AY DI KO PARIN
MAGAWA

DI NAMAN AKO TANGA
ALAM KO NA WALA KA NA
PERO MAHIRAP NA TANGGAPIN
NA DI NA KITA KAPILING

INIWAN MO AKONG
NAGIISA
SA GITNA NG DILIM
AT BASANG BASA PA
SA ULAN

PERO WAG KANG MAGALALA
DI NA KITA GAGAMBALAIN
ALAM KO NANG MAY KAPILING
KANG IBA

TANGING HILING KO
SAU
NA TUWING
UMUULAN
MAALALA
MO
SANA
NA
MAY
NAGMAMAHAL
SAYO...

unlimited

2005-09-05T12:08:00.000-07:00

i dont know what happened, but ive been thinking about my cellphone lately. o yes, i have my new phone.

i got a sun sim, packed with it's unlimited txting promo, and so i gained new sun friends.

its so good to txt when its unlimited, you tend to waste a lot of abcs..
and you tend to put more emotions in your texting.

by the way, ive been quite busy with issues lately.

maxadong maraming kagilagilalas na pangyayari. sa akin, sa aking kaibigan at sa aking bagong kaibigan. nagkaroon din ako ng bagong ugnayan sa mga taong ngayon ko lang nakilala pero natagpuang ayos naman pala sila. masaya ako ngayon sapagkat napapakinggan ko ang w-inds. at naayos ko na ang kwarto kong may mga bagong green na bedsheets, aparador, lalagyan at labahan... ang saya ng mundo ko sa berde.

hindi ko alam, pero, may isa kasing taong mahalaga sa buhay ko na parang napapabayaan na ako. ayokong mag reak, pero yun yung nararamdaman ko. porket nakatagpo na xa ng ibang mapaglilibangan e napapabayaan na niya ang ibang tao na tumayo sa likod niya noon hanggang ngayon. kahit sinasabi niyang habangbuhay ang iniingatan naming ugnayan ay hindi na ata ako maniniwala pa sapagkat natiis niya akong hindi imikin sa loob ng ilang araw at baka sa mga susunod pa. alam ko masaya lang tayo noong nakaraan pero bakit nang bigla mo xang nakita e para ka na ring nawala? masama ang loob ko sa sitwasyon.

ang isang kaibigan na nawala sa aking buhay sa loob ng dalawang buwan ay muling nagbalik. agad ko xang napatawad sapagkat nagising ako sa katotohanang ako ang nagkamali. hindi ko alam kung may mga bagay na nagbago sa ating dalawa, ang alam ko lang ay nagkaroon ka na ng ugnayan sa ibang tao mula noong nagkahiwalay tayo, at naiintindihan ko kung ang mga tao na iyon ay hindi gaanong natutuwa na masaya na uli tayo. ang daming nagbago sa sitwasyon pero alam ko na maayos din natin ito. ginagawa ko ang lahat para mabigyan ng oras lahat ng tao sa paligid ko, pasensya na kung di kita mkausap sa telepono.

isang tao ang mamayang makaksabay ko sa lrt, at kasmahan ko kanina sa ym, spagkat naghahanap kami ng sagot sa aming assignment sa net. itong tao na ito ang sumasalo sa akin ngayon akoy nasa oras ng kagipitan sa isang taong akala koy laging nanjan. pareho kami ng nararamdaman sa aming sitwasyon at buhay kaya marahil ay nagakakatugma kami. isang bagong buhay nanaman ang aking haharapin.

hindi ko alam kung posible nanaman akong masangkot sa isang issue pero kailangan ko nang iwasan bago lumalala.

maliligo na ako!!

parokya ni edgar

2005-08-19T10:39:00.000-07:00

i watched p n e in st scho.

with olive and muns.

the best. wala akong masabe.

the best!!!

baywalk and issuess...

2005-08-13T10:43:00.000-07:00

camwhoring sa strip...

god, i feel so tired but i really had fun.

my 3 good college friends and i, went to baywalk (yuck, amoy sea~talaba) to shoot for our night photography. ..

hell yeah, we chat at figaro and prepared our cams...people looked at us like we were weirdos because we were doing some night photo techniques...

it was a lot of fun, because we were free, we talked about a lot of things, and planned some good stuff...

the sea smells so damn bad, but my other friend and i were busy *toot*... so we didnt really care... i had only 3 *toot* anyways...but i want more..blahblahblah..

anyway, we had an issue with a "lost" friend...blahblah..

but hey, we really had fun and felt the love ..yeah..i just love those people and always miss their company,...

thanks to you guys, the support i mean, you know...hahaa..blahblahblah

i wonder y we didnt get tired walking? haha..maybe because we were having so much fun thats y we didnt notice it...

we saw our long lost japanese friend who is now studying in assumption and has a new love life and...um, she gotten quite fat but still pretty..um..we missed her, too bad, she didnt bring the junon with her...the magazine i was longing to have..

issues..:.some people have this certain attitude you cant understand...even if you try to, you still cant, some people face you clean, but tell bad things at your back..fuck you all.

liam aiken, (klaus in the movie: a series of unfortunate events) is my western bishboy..+crush+

the pinkish bishboy of my life........

thanks to my sister pj and her bf kuya paolo, sa pagsundo sa akin sa malansang baywalk!!

to my buddy, whos been very forgiving, and who loves me unconditionally, thanks so much for everyting, especially for the rain pictures...although sometimes you freak me out when you get blahblahblah...

dream on.

fourr

2005-08-10T08:24:00.000-07:00

my friends, muns, tats and momee, stayed at home and we did our vismer plates, we watched w-inds. pol and muns love ryuichi so much while momee was making pigil of her kilig with ryohei, it was a fun day coz they been at home for a bout 10am to 930pm...so..thats it..il miss them,wah, we'll see each other again tom anyways...:)

nothing much about me, i just cooked cooked and cooked and cooked...wahhaaa...its been a good week for me, but i really dont know..coz every friday, tats and i fight and every saturday we suck..so thats it..

we watched nobody knows, a good jap movie...

!!~keiatchi kun_-++

yesterday i went to ust and made kulit with palo and ness...i cant forget when the jeepney went preno at nasakop namin ni palo ang buong jeep!, my friend believed that corn bits can give you cancer, because palo said so. hahaha. and palo kept on whispering something pornoish to me..hahaha..that is so aids!!`'

a damn.. just aving fun, please god, give me good midterm grades, because i need it.

sincerly yours,
jayjay.

for twenty fayb

2005-08-08T12:28:00.000-07:00

her bday is August 9,2005!~
happy bday to my sister, nicole--check her awt at www.cyorin.blogspot.com
you are already 14 and you still suck, you fucker.i love u fucker!

i am still awake, its 4:25 in the morning, my cuzin pat would be leaving for texas later, he gave me his green shirt coz i really like it, obviously coz its green..hahhaa..
anyway, i ddnt know its my midterms today, that is y i ddnt reviewed or something, i dont know, i really dun care..whohoo..but sometimes i do, coz being an officer pressures me to care..
i am having a light time, i dont feel asleep or whatever, but i really wanted to stay in our working station longer..whoohoo...spongecola sucks. i am still searching the answers for my assignment thats impossible to finish..mwahaa.. its so strange that i tried to sign up for a fucking friendster blog...whoohoo..i decided to ask ate yojichan for an impt advice again, and she gave another superb answer!, i dunno y i am making a fool of myself, i realized that emotions can really change your perceptions, emotions are hard to control, but id stop it before it engulfs my real persona. whohoo..i feel restless, i feel happy...

i just had this really strange dream. it was walls...strange walls..and there was a kubo, i saw this kubo, pangalawang beses na...and then there was a morena girl beside me inside the van...she was beaustiful but in my dream she was a whore...whohoo..that was fucking strange,

fuck u all!! paxxx.

iloveuuu...iloveuuu....iloveuuu...
just wanted to say it, for no reason at all.

"wala akong magagawa kung kakaawaan mo lang ako,
kung bibihagin mo lang ako sa iyong mga ngiti,
hindi ko alam kung anong misteryo meron,
pero maghihintay ako,
dahil hanggat nararamdaman ko ito,
hanggat natitiis ko ito,
magtataguan na muna tayo,
huwag mo na muna akong hanapin,
hindi pa ako handa..."

just popped into my mind because of orange and lemons' umuwi ka na beibe song~

umuwi ka na beibe...-orange and lemons

...happy bday mama

2005-08-05T12:21:00.000-07:00

happy bday to my mom. thats it.

got scolded by my vis merch prof and i had a fight with a friend again!! no, because i was jealous. its making me cold, really cold.
i dont want to be nice.

...i jst feel like writing...

2005-08-02T13:27:00.000-07:00

i jst feel like writing. these doesnt mean anything, it just came out. its not even connected to me, so..ayun.

tuldok.

kung ilang beses kong iisipin
ilang beses din akong masasaktan
maguguluhan
tatakbo

kung ilang beses kong didibdibin
ilang beses din akong maloloka
maggugunita
tatamlay

isipin mong hindi ka akin
ispin mong wala akong kwenta
ispin mong hindi ka mahalaga

ibang dimensyon
sisirin mo
ibang dimensyon
titigan mo

bantayan mo

alalahanin mo.

___

kung sayo din ako magsisimula
hindi ako matatapos

hind ako matatapos
sa aking paghihirap

sa aking paghihirap
na hindi mo matugunan

na hindi matugunan
at hindi mo makita

at hindi mo makita
kung ano ang karapatan

kung ano ang karapatan
ng isang tulad ko

ng isang tulad ko
na ayaw mawalay sayo

na ayaw mawalay sayo.

___

let me see you
let me see you

dancing in the sun's eternal rays
smiling with twinkling eyes
breathing sweet scent
flowers floating
air as light as feather

so natural. we cant let go.

__
pag-amin

hindi ko matanggap at hindi mo matanggap
na mayroon laman ang bawat pagkilos
na inaalay natin sa isat isa

hindi ko matanggap at hindi mo matanggap
na tuluyan na tayong nahuhulog sa isat isa
nagbubulag bulagan pa
sapagkat hindi iyon ang tunay nating pakay

hindi ko matanggap at hindi mo matanggap
na bawat araw na magkaroon ng ngiti sa ating mga labi
ay kakaibang pakiramdaman ang ating nadarama
hindi natin alam kung anung misteryo sa likod ng saya
ngunit itoy bumubuo ng ating mga pangarap

hindi ko matanggap at hindi mo matanggap
na masakit ang pagkawala ng bawat isa
isang gabing hindi makakahinga
isang umagang hindi makakangiti
isang kinabukasan na walang linaw

hindi ko matanggap at hindi mo matanggap
at kahit kailan ay patuloy na hindi papansinin
sapagkat sa likod nito
ay higit pang pagmamahalan
na hindi kailangan ng salita
at pangalan
isa lamang itong tunay na bagay
na pilit na isinasalba
upang hindi matapos ang kagandahan.

lord of the rings yaoui thing

2005-07-30T13:01:00.000-07:00

nakakatawa to, sobra!
credits to: my sister, nicole. she made this up. how creative!

haha. ang green green.

drooling over w-inds specially keita

2005-07-27T10:59:00.000-07:00

i am drooling over:

pooota talaga!!!!!!!!!!!!! ang gaganda!!!!!!!!!!
mwah mwah mwah...ryuichi and ryohei are pretty hot mamaS!
keita is a hot papa!!!!!!! certified sa oranji polo..

i think this pic is from their new gum cm...

bagay talaga sila...wla lang..

pretty girl and pretty boy

pootah..........kinikilig akooo!!!!!!!!

keita..........sino ba tlagaaaaa!?????????

wahhhhhhhhhhh. w-inds...!!!!!!!~

pretty view. sana araw araw ganito!!

notfair

2005-07-26T15:58:00.000-07:00

it is notfair if i cant get a decent rest.

that is y olive and i get along pretty well together in life, because we have the same mind and the same situation.

we need rest . i need one.

+ happy bday to jezzine "pooh" . belated happy bday to kambal... :)
+congrats to palo for winning...
+tanks marge for the layout...excited na qng makita...

our a.c talked to me about my health and my absences. i am deteriorating... i am an officer so i have so many add up responsbilities. bakit pa kasi ako binoto. mga gago yun a.

i got this survey from a friend named jedediah. its like jedediah, die! nice tag..(woo, joke lan)

Survey. :)

1. Name: jaycette joy guillermo
2. Your Nick Names: jay, cette, jayjay, poolay, grouch, bonel
3.Current Location: schools inet lab
4. Place of Birth: becool
5. Zodiac Sign: sagittarius. the kabayotic one
6. Male or Female: i am a full time bisexual.
7. age: 15...!!~nyarks 19 na pala.
8. School: college of the holy spirit
9. Occupation: bishie lover, w-inds' sex slave
10. Residence:sa bayan ng pancit malabon
11. Screen Name: yeye bonel

__Your Appearance___
12. Hair Color: green and brown
13. Hair Long or Short: fly away
15. how do ur nails look: gruesome, landlord.
17. Do you have a crush on someone right NOW: yeah, my buddy and ning's potpot well, i like tia's face too! (teka, those people are my friends ah..)
18. Do u like yourself: i like myself very much.
20. Think your attractive: i am super kawaaii. of kors i am!
21.Do you have any piercings: ni butas ng tenga nga wala e..sa ilong pa kaya? e baka biglang magkaron ng electric current niyan! sumuper ang ilong powers! supahhh!
23. Righty or Lefty: lefty, no joke, kaliwete ako.

___Your 'Firsts'___
24. First Rollercoaster: star titi.
25. First cell phone: 5110 2nd year hayskul..
26. First best friend: kristine falagne
27. First Award: most inquisitive!!! the pakk!
28. First Sport You Joined:wala. agawang buko, agawang walis, manglalatik..sport ba iyon?
29. First pet: a cat with no name, but i vividly remember lovely, yung pusang niligaw ng katulong namen.
30. First vacation: Bicol and Mindanao.
31. First Concert: eraserheads, grade 3
32.First True Love: the art of drawing and anime...specifically sailor moon and yuyu hakusho
33.First Movie:shake rattle and roll or any of rene requestas' movies.
34. TV Show: thats entertainment!!!

35. Color: green and orange.
36.Band: kahit anu basta sweet.
37.Song: any w-inds. song or we belong together or gasoolinaa!
38.Food: isaw at squid, squid lang, hindi squid balls. french friess.
39. Drink: dalandan juice, kool aid pineapple ice mix at RC cola pag may isaw.
40. Candy: kahit anu basta ma tsokolate lasa pero okey din ang mentos.
41. Sport: agawang buko at habulang gahasa.
42. Fav sport To Watch: tennis and formula 1.
43. Brand Of Clothing: thriftieesss...unikies ...japaneseyss
44. Stores: the north mall
45. School Subject: no math and no chem and everything's good.
46. Animal: asot pusa po.
48. Magazines:PUMP! and JUNON!

___Currently___
49. Eating: di na ako kumakain
50. Drinking:di na rin ako umiinom
52. Online?:malamang..ulol!
53. Listening to:wala, tahimik d2,
54. Thinking About:my earth science performance and ms. cheng's face>prof
55. Wanting: to see her. :)

___Your Future___
58. Want Kids?:madami, mga 3.
59. Want to Get Married?: oo, sta wag lang caucasian at chinese!!
60. Careers in Mind: animator or a consul and a sex slave for my bishounens.
__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
67. Cute or Sexy:cute na hot...alam mo ba yun..titigan mo w-inds!!
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: hughugkiskis
70. Short or Tall: tall naman para malahian ng height
71. Easygoing or serious: serious
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: romantic
73. Fatty or skinny: fatty na malinis ah.
74. Sensitive or Loud: loud
75. Hook-up or Relationship: hook up lang, pero kung w-inds kasal na
76. Sweet or Caring: sweet
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: trouble maker xempre magtroutrouble din ako

___Have You Ever___
78. Kissed a Stranger: hideaki takizawa is no stranger for me
79. Drank Alcohol: dati.
80. Smoked: yah...naubos ata namin sang kaha sa isang kwentuhan.hoax! baka may makabasa.
81. Ran Away From Home: daming attempts so lang nakabantay sila sa gate. hoax!
82. Broken a Bone: di panaman pero malapit na...
83. Got an X-ray: ya.......! the heck the question men!
84. Broken Someones Heart: yeah, i always do. hoax!
85. L0VED SOMEONE: yeah. my w-inds. my tackey. okey...my bestfriend. my buddy. my kambal and my pooh.
86. Turned Someone Down: yeah. i always do that. its like a routine. hoax!
87. Cried When Someone Died: nung namatay si john wayne sa maalaala mo kaya
88. Cried At School: nung pinagalitan ako ni Colasito, you mess with me mess with hell!!! hahaah at nung sinugod ako ng mama ko sa corridor!! hahha...that was back in hayskul men.

___Do You Believe In__
89. God: di maxado. (biglangn nakidlatan)
90. Miracles: of course not!!!
91. Love At First Sight: ryohei chiba of w-inds!
92. Ghosts: i see them sometimes.
93. Aliens: my classmate is an alien. inamin niya. di naman ako naghinala. magkamukha naman sila ng mars attacks. malaki ang ulo!
94. Soul Mates: i sold my soul to the devil to have sex with w-inds and rain. now i am dying.
95. Heaven: when i smoke weed marijuana and stuck morphine in my ass
96. Hell: hell yeah! i sold my soul with it!
98. Kissing on The First Date: ill kiss w-inds and rain only
99. Horoscopes: yeah i do. nanghuhula din ako e. marami nga akong naloloko. hoax!
___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have: i hell yeah! my buddy. i want her to be a guy and have sex. so true. but you know, she's a she.

see you guys in the afterlife!

wahhhhhhhh.

2005-07-20T11:00:00.000-07:00

maraming taong nagtitiwala sa aking kakayahan. yun ang mga taong kilala ang personalidad ko kung saan ay nagiging emosyonal, malalim at seryoso ako. marami akong kayang patunayan, ngunit ,marami din taong mababa ang tingin sa akin.

ayaw ko sa lahat ay lumalaki ang ulo. sana kilala mo kung sino ka. ayaw ko din sa barbero at malandi. kilala mo din kung sino ka. ayaw ko din sa mga feel na feel at inggitera. at sa mga taong mayabang na, e wala pa ngang napapatunayan.

wala kong magawa, kailangan ko nang maging seryoso...

may mga propesor na nkakairita...may favoritsim. fuck.

at sa mga gagong kumakausap sa akin na akla e hindi ako marunong mag ingles, sabihin niyo ng tama ang word na comfortable...hindi com-for-ta-bol..., comf'-tab'l... ! ulol!!!!!!!!!!

mamatay ka na, lahat ng taong ayaw ko, mga pakshet!

in hate.

yeah, supahhh!!

2005-07-19T08:20:00.000-07:00

yeah, im really tired, and my brains not working and my minds aching and i cant think very well. im so disgusted that they are going to air jdoramas and im so damn upset about the fact that my bishounens are not going to be for my eyes only anymore gosh...im missing my cuzin patrick whom i really really love because of his personality that i can easily ride with duh..gosh..i got the gosh thing from him yeah my Eloisa is expanding her circle of friends with Ej, Nikolas, Boo, Dimitri, Sylvia and Krishna..i guess there are more friends to come..hell yeah...ive been *** up and busy and ive been pissing people up haha everyone even my bestbuddies or what..yeah..tangena can balance everithing got 9 photoplates, 3 crafts plates, 2 ad prod plates, 1 report in mca, 1 viscom plate...duh huhuhhu...2 abstract plates..hhuhhuu, a total of...17 plates in line for me. o hell yeah. thank you for giving me a good course. washing platess!! goshh

headaches and heartburns. woah. ive been feeling jealous awhile ago and then it was gone like nothing happened..

yeh ayoko na.help me..? duh..no..losing my mind>ow . i took drugs. hahaa.

no i dont do drugs.damnitt..

oh baibbe beibi beibe...

2005-07-11T05:08:00.000-07:00

July 6, 2005. Rinoa existed. hinati ang tiyan ng nanay niya. bagamat hindi xa ipinanganak ng normal na paraan, isa siyang malusog at malaking 8 pounds na baby. ang cute cute ng baby...xa pala yung kinakausap ko sa loob ng tiyan ng pinsan ko...wheww. naalala ko na kapag sinasabi ng pinsan ko ng kantahan ko si Rinoa, ang lagi kong kinakanta ay:

"some people want it all, but i dont want nothing at all..!! if it aint you baby, if i aint got you baby..."

ewan ko kung bakit??
anyhoo.aito ang pictures niya sa delivery room. thanks to doc. Briones and my digi cam..whewww...

ang kyut kyut ng beibi beibe no?

July 10, 2005
happy birthday bestfriendddddd!!!!
my bestfriend micah, is the greatest spoiled brat ever...pero kahit ganun, anlakas ng tama ko dito..pinaglilingkuran ko itich! ang kulit...kelan ang next inuman..?yosi? hehehe...

madami kaming pics.xo lang nasa pc niya...

hay, im tired...ngaun lang ako nakapagpost. tsk tsk, ang busy busy ko!!
galing akong sports complex kanina, nagshoot ako ng mga tumatakbo at kung anu ano pa.
pero pucha, aatakihin ako sa delatang van ng kaibigan ko, na may kaskaserong driver na para bang wala pa atang preno...+pakingshit talaga+

i want to thank yojichan for that great advice. thank youu!!

saket talaga ng ulo at tiyan ko...

tambak ako ng plates; at 5 na absences ko sa earth sci! e pito lang dapat..di bale, may dalawa pa...

lagi akong tulog sa world lit namen...supah boring e!!

Eloisa.

2005-07-05T08:00:00.000-07:00

i got a new life. my Eloisa.

Eloisa and i met at ust, and i finally found true happiness.

who da hell is Eloisa?

my Canon AE-1 is Eloisa. i named my SLR. Palo and i thought that it would really be good to name our SLRs because it is our baby, the thing we will cradle and take care of.

why the hell i named her Eloisa?
-because while we were walking, and inventing names for my new baby, we saw Eloisa st. and it was destiny. we named it Eloisa.

isnt it cool to talk about our SLRs and use names?
like,
palo: kamusta si Eloisa?
jay: okey naman...e si Eunan?
palo: strong na strong!!

i went at Palo's place, inspite of my 3pm class. i had a chat with his father and i find him very funny. i also like him because he discussed many things about SLRs and he is really good about it. yey. they even had a book with a ae-1 manual on it. really nice. i cant forget these words his father said:
"kung kapit bahay ko lang yun, pupunta ako sa kwarto niya at puputulin ko ang kuko, pero lalagyan ko muna siya ng chloroform, pati asawa niya" -we were talking about the Indian guy who holds the record of longest nails.-

nakakatawa. promise. lalo na yung.."kung kapitbahay ko lang iyon.."

*my cousin is experiencing her labor pains. she is in the hospital right now, and the doctor said that she might give birth later, mga madaling araw. wow. July 6 ang bday ni Ina...(Rinoa Alcea Velasquez) magkasunod sila ni Eloisa...

wahahahahaha.

dads bday~1st photo plate~allelujah.

2005-06-30T06:25:00.000-07:00

happy bday dadddy. thanks for spoiling us.

@lingayen...pishbol hunting. the guillermo nose is a lucky nose.

kakatawa talaga kanina.

i was so damn frustrated in my earth science class. 3 na absences ko, pero 3 b3s3s na din akong pumapasok. the thing is: dumating ka ng 7:46, ay absent ka na.

hallelujah.

ayun, dumating ako ng 7:40 at natagpuan wala sila sa classroom kanina, malamang naghanap pa ako, dahil wala namang nakasulat sa board kung san man sila naroroon.

hallelujah.

pagdating ko sa avr, (dun pala sila naitapon) ay quarter to eight na.

hallelujah.

dinamdam ko iyon.

my 2d class wth ser Gucci was fun, i was drawing these large circles with flowers and peacock feathers in my 20 peso paper. ahahaha. absstract na abbsstract. my buddy, who is also my constant seatmate and partner in school, created a back to school inspired thing. i was like:

"mahilig ka bang mag-aral?"

yuhoo. it was lunchtime and buddy showed me her 50+ thousnd brand new Nikon SLR. son of a god...ang ganda. di man lang niya inaalagan...tsk tsk. bi-ne-baby ko yung SLR, and my buddy said:

"ano ba yan, camera lang yan..."
"anu ka ba? ang mahal kaya nito..!"
"wala naman akong alam sa camera e. kaw lang mahilig jan..."

okey, it was 3pm and its photo time. my prof inspected our SLR's. i dont have any yet. (soon)
hinawakan ng prof namin yung Nikon. tapos sabi ko:

"wow ser...ang galing niyo humawak ng kamera!!"

para atang sarap umpugen ng ulo ko. malamang...prof mo sa photo yan oy!

our prof gave us our 1st eazy plates.

slow motion, panning and freeze.

eto mga komento't plano namen ng buddy ko:

sa freeze:

buddy: "itapon naten yung pusa niyo sa tubig..."
ako: "oo nga no.."
{sa lagay na ito, e kasasabi palang ng prof namen ng wag gumamit ng pusang itatambling}

panning:

buddy: "patakbuhin na lang kaya natin si buddy..."
{si buddy ang aso niyang labrador}
ako: "ano ka ba, wala namang sariling isip yon, di yun makakasabay saten..."
buddy: "ay, oo nga no.."
{nag iisip paren kami at sto parin naming gawing subject ang aso sa panning}

sa slow motion:

buddy: "may kakilala akong magaling mag skateboard.."
ako: "okeey...,! kaw na lang kaya tumambling?"
buddy: "..."

oowww.wala lang. cboxx...hahaha. got no time na...i have to finish my studies in visual merchandising or simply called package design in other ad schools.

jayoooojayooo~

my buddy and my cuzin pat

2005-06-28T08:06:00.000-07:00

*i hope my sister's bestfriend read this post of mine. *

a post dedicated to:
my buddy, who supports me in everything i do...from my bishiies to my green mind.
and
my cuzin patrick, whom i shared really good moments with (camwhoring with the zzzz people). he is currently in cambodia...

meet my buddy. tatsss.

picture purrfect @home, trying to create our g-dmn plates..

my buddy tats is a gymnast since 4. a basketball player and my bestbudd.

meet my cuzin...pat.

@home, waiting for my sisters...

pat is my cuzin who lives in texas. a graduate of Lamar University-MagnaCumlaude, an Explorer, a future Congressman and a Senator. He will take further studies in Law school.

i rem. the times were i was really pissed, there were the only people who made me laugh and smile. and i thank them for comforting me.

~JAYO JAYO~

im god damned.

2005-06-27T13:44:00.000-07:00

i've been feeling really down lately. nothing's good. my mom is like my pain in the ass.

you know, people dont realize how much effort i put into things. how tired i get everytime i clean the god damned house every god damned day...

how much mental turmoil my school is starting to put on me. i'm starting to have a habit of not getting enough sleep and rest.

im actually searching my god damned earth science assignment on the internet right now, and its already 4:43 in the morning. i have a 7:30 earth science class. so i really cant go to sleep right now. not with the freakin' long bio highschoolish like assignments.

i finished half of my two god damned plates. it was god damned hard.

my mom started nagging at me awhile ago, i started getting really pissed off. i was so god damned tired of everything. the nagging, the cleaning, the schoolwork, the money issues...everything. i cant really balance my system for awhile. i really feel bad i have parents. i really dont want to say those words because they might die and i might regret all these hatred feelings...but you know, bad grasses who torture their children emotionally dont die early, god damn it!

but i always look on the bright side...my buddy gave me a really sweet letter and it was good...

iloveyoubuddyyy..mwahh..thanks for always making me smile and letting me feel there is still a good place out there..

mahal ko si tackey :::

2005-06-24T07:49:00.000-07:00

happy bday kay kringggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bente ka na!!!!!~

kring's bday is manila day.

kring and i met at the pj-wfl 'el pollo loccooo' e.b. last may or april, i really dont rem. the month, but she's a good lookin' spunky' and confident morena. she's funny and nice, and i can talk to her about a lot of things. i really love her personality, the first time we met, i know we'd click! she's funny and a fangurl!!~
i like her...one girl im still crushing on. i wont stop crushing on her anyway,...wahh..i miss kring,,such a good friend of mine!!!~"she has superiority complex"...

dah,,,my sister gave me a tackey and tsubasa 2004 spring concert...gosh ang hot niya talaga...ang puti puti..super grabe sa kagwapuhan....lahat na...

pero sabi ni palo..wala siyang leeg,

sabi ni christ, maikli legs niya..

sabi ni ate,,,bading siya..

sabi ni ning2, si maykel jackson xa...

ano ba!!!!!!~

kahit ano na....love ko xa,,,dadadadadahh...

i love you tackey, forever~~~~!

hideaki takizawa,, tackey...~beautiful!!! ~

keita's smiling because of MEE...

ang landi ng w-inds sa pic na to....click it...to believe it...
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v723/jaycette/w-inds3.jpg

wala na kong masabi. may pasok pa ko tomm...
nakakatawa ang bubble gannggg...

the dark room

2005-06-22T00:04:00.000-07:00

i did not attend my class today.

because i am god damned sleepy!!

niwei, we talked about the Dark Room in our school yesterday...

the Seniors said, that they could not let a single light pass through that room while developing because the films might be exposed. they said that they roll the film with their eyes closed, or simply, do their developing eyes closed. i thought it was weird. but maybe its more weird if you do it with your eyes open and you cant see a thing...and if you see something, that's not your classmate, nor the film, or anything else...dahhhhh...~~~skewry.

it will be our photo class tom, and im excited to learn!!!!!!! jayo~jayo!~

pero wala pa akong camera...hmmm... **

*i told my prof that it would be a good experience if we watch the film SHUTTER inside the DARK ROOM.*

+totally scaring oursleves+

*dark room-tas nag brown out?*

+THE DARK ROOM- a good title for a new horror flick!+

AD CONGRESS 2005, to be held in Cebu..requires a payment of 15,000 pesos. *na ngati ata head ko*

.....absences:

history of modern contemporary art-1 (requires only 4 absences)
world lit- 1 (only 7 )
earth sci- 1 (only 7)
wahhh...madadagdagan pa yan!

tamad tamad tamad...

:im always broke. being a stud of fine arts ad, it is ur destiny. to be broke every god damn day:
:damn the camera. i told my dad about it.:
:pinasook mo 2 e...:
:dark roommmmmm:

trauMa

2005-06-18T09:18:00.000-07:00

grabe, ang gwapo ng asawa ko, mga asawa ko. im watching POL tour of W-inds. Ness gave me her extra copy. thank you very much ness channnn...mwahhh.

my POL Tour reaxns.
keita's really ho-t. im ready to be his sex slave...~(PG-18)...lol.
ryuichi's hair...really pretty,,,AT RAKER SIYA>~
ryohei's a real dancer, wtih really good skin ~
the production is 10/10 stars...
the performance is 10/10 stars...
keita's voice improved...
costumes improved...
pagwawala nila..100/10.
*ang cute ni keita, grabe*

anyway, kanina, pumunta ako sa pj wfl ust eb. andun si palo, ness, koko, chris at winkei. pero si winkei, may class xa kaya naman huli't simula lang namin xa nakasama. so, 5 lang kami. wala si marge, wala si yojichan.

i dont know what happened, but all of a sudden, may indianan atang naganap.

we ate at burger king and stayed there for awhile because the weather was really hot and humid. we did some camwhoring, we created our own "cupids" pairings and loventures. :)
we got bored at b.k, so we decided to return at the ust campus.

muka ata akong nalaglag...

we went to the botanical garden, and chris and i saw the swing with the sign "two at a time only", we ran and enjoyed the swing. i think chris is really a great companion in sitting at swings because he is strong, he can make the swing fly, while i try my stunts. we were like kids, but i really enjoyed the swing part.

and then, we tried to enter the main building. i dont know for what reason, but i heard it was because of the restroom. the guard ran after palo, and told her that chris can't go in because he was wearing sleeveless. i thought it was because we are not cfad students. that was fun, but the guard running along the corridor made me feel like i did a crime. palo was so damn scared too.

guards in uste are pretty traumatic.

i came home and watched the POL tour. that made it all worth it.

love moves...

malas | suwer - t

2005-06-14T23:53:00.000-07:00

im eating bread. sunog xa.

1st of all, i want to make an announcement.
i am currently inlove with rain and se7en, and im entering myself into the world of kpopppp, lil by lil.

rain looks like keitachi here...

sweet.se7en.

cute.se7en.

rain...~

rain is going to debut in the united states.
se7en released his album in Jpan, and it topped ninth in the oricon charts. *congrats*
~taken from showbiz xtra in arirang tv last monday~

malals o suwer-t ?
my cellphone, with number 09177566873, is stolen. this is my second time. the first stolen phone was 09173389091. it was stolen at the same place, the ceu hallway thingy outsidy.

globe sucks. but still i love globe.

i hate the weather.

my dogs are hungry, i have to feed them, but im sleepy.

i didnt attend my world lit class because i have to email an impt. affidavit to an impt. lawyer. i went home to email.

my buddy and i ate a decent leftover of iya and ai...carbonara,tapa and watermelon shake

i missed the egyptian grudge in holy.

2nd day of class sucks. i betta' change skool.

i dont talk too much in class, and oleb's distracted by my hair.

i'm going to teach my bestfriend how to play the blue moon. 5:30 sharp...

im sleepy...

shonen jump!

2005-06-09T23:42:00.000-07:00

i have a new crushie since yesterday. a new bishounen in my life. uh..sad to tell you, he's not in the jpop-peroo bussiness, he's an xgames in line skater.

if you already heard about the "yasutoko brothers..." , it's actually about the little takeshi a.k.a. samurai ( the samurai nick is pathetic for me)

i rem. a few years ago, i watch x games everytime i came from school. i always wanted to watch the finals in inline skating coz i get to see the yasutoko bros. i like takeshi that time, but because he was still little and frail...and with big specs, i just like the way he skates and finds him cute. they were really good skaters, their body movement is smooth. they won a lot of titles in the x games inline skating industry.

yesterday, i watched x games, and i saw eito with little takeshi again. my eyes grew wide when i saw "lil takeshi" all grown up! oh my g..he is a bish-onen!!!

not just a bish, he's an exceptional skater!

my new found love... (this is not his latest pic, i saw his interview yesterday, his hair is red orange and not like this, he has a bishie hair yesterday)

□ Name： TAKESHI YASUTOKO. He was born on June 25, 1986 in Osaka, Japan. He started roller-skating at the age of three and started inline-skating at six. Takeshi has been known for breaking precedents. As the youngest professional skater, he joined the ASA Pro Tour at the age of nine and competed at the Summer X-Games in 1998 when he was nearly 11 years old. Takeshi won gold medal at the 2002 X-Games and silver medal at the 2002 Gravity Games. Takeshi also won silver medal at the 2000, 2001 and 2003 X-Games as well as winning silver medal at the 2001 Gravity Games. He also first place during the ASA Pro Tour in 2002.

Nicknamed the "Japanese Bullet." Arlo Eisenberg called Takeshi, "If ever there was an example of how little conditioning and strength has to do with success in rollerblading, it is young Takeshi Yasutoko. At only 15, he is the youngest vert skater to medal at the X Games and his success is testament to the importance of technique and confidence over conditioning and strength." Takeshi's inventive tricks include the 1080 Mac Twist and the 900 Flat Spin. Takeshi is known for executing a combination of more than three tricks at once and has the record for jumping height while skating.

Takeshi's sponsors include GOOD SKATES, UNI-QLO, SHONEN JUMP and K2. He has also
appeared in a UNI-QLO television commercial.

asteegg!

eito, takeshi (number 0ne), and an unknown caucasian...

wooooo! san kaa pa!!!!!??????????????

anyways, i quit the aqa thing kring offered to us. the mngmnt is still txting me, but im not replyin'. i decided to stay at home and look out for my cuzin who is pregnant and who's going to deliver soon. im so worried about her situation. my parents are working, my sister pj is working too. my sister ning2 is already doing school and sister jep2 is a president in sscm so she's busy. so im the only one left at home with my cuzin...next week i'll be at school again, but i doubt it if im going to attend my classes...im actually not yet enrolled...im too lazy to do it. nah. not really excited about school. im excited about baby Rinoa,,,

if she starts walking, im going to teach her how to sing jpop songs...1st. it would be w-inds, then hikki, then arashi, then txt...then..um..chemistry..then..lead,,,then kanjani...harhahar..

then when she's already 5 years old, i will cut her hair and put some coloring on it.....hahhaahhaahhah!la langgggggg!!!!!!!!!~~~~ then i would let her watch a lot of animes, then shokura, then korean pop, then korean dramas, jdramas, then expose her tackey's beauty..ahhahahaahhahahaahha!!!!!!!

im going to teach her about bishies and the wonderful world of yaoi!!!!~

sandali lang, di ko naman anak iyon e...hahahhaha..lalang.~

nangangarappp...

unknown ccsian, eito and takeshiiii!!!!!!!!~

...

ukay

2005-06-07T02:08:00.000-07:00

nagising ako ng maaga. pumunta ng skool, pero nabigo ako...pano ba naman, nag reco lahat ng tao dun. di pwede pumasok. ang aga pa nun, mga 11 am pa...gutom na ako, kaya naman kumain ako sa burger king. yeah, i was alone...and im used to it.

the supposed to be plan is: i am going to meet my buddy in skool, but they were gone already because she was with her mom, so i decided to go to sm manila to eat. and then, i planned to go to aqa for a 2pm training, i txted kring if she can accompany me there, but she was busy. it was her enrollment today. anyway, i just thought of going home after i ate and then i would proceed to aqa after...

...but destiny have other plans...

i was at the central terminal, when i saw an airconditioned ukay ukay store. i love ukays...especially in baguio. i looked at their clothes, hoping to find a good buy. there are cute shirts and skirts, but i dont have any extra money with me...so i decided that i would just look at it. while i was busy looking for shirts, i heard a familiar voice...then someone just came to me and said: "jaycettteee!"

hell yeah. it was my buddy's girlfriend. i was surprised. my buddy and i met at an ukay store.

my buddy's gf and i looked around central terminal and saw an ukay again. but it was not for clothes, it was for bags and shoes. we looked around at the bag section, and we got some cool finds. imagine, there was this orange leather bag...and many more. i liked the orange one and my buddy's gf, said that she's going to treat me a bag... so we asked how much and the tindero said: "180 pesos" hell yeah!. what a bargain!!!!~ i told the tindero to wrap the orange bag, and we are ready to go.

but as i said...destiny have other plans...

when we were about to pay for it, we saw a better bag. an army green one. a soft one, with three cool pockets, and a cool zipper. whoah men, i chose it. i like orange, but i love green and pockets!!!!!!!!!! and it's only 180 pesosssss! bargain!!!~at nilibre pa ko...bargain talaga!!!!!!!~

i just love my buddy's girl, and the bag!!!!!! i looked at it, and it was a michelle klein from paris. an original, with french instructions. designed in year 2000. i am so inlove with that ukay bag.
i feel so cute while i was using it.

anyway, i came to the aqa office and the big lady said : "oh, she's so CUTE."

...ukays are the best!~~~~

SOUNDtripS

2005-06-06T04:36:00.000-07:00

hay nakow..di ko na alam ang gagawin, kanina, pumunta akong skool ng sis ko't inenrol ko xa, at nagbayad ng phone bill. niwei, share ko lang senyo yung mga napupusuan kong mga kanta ngayon..:)
my top 5 trip songs for the week are:

1.THE EGG SONG!
http://www.iloveegg.com/winopen_ani/eggsong.htm
WATCH THE LINK, AND YOU WILL REALIZE WHY IT'S MY NUMER WAN-O!

2.w-inds - Deny : I CAN'T DENY I LOVE W-INDS. SO MUCH. PLUS, I MISS THEM TOO!
Maji na koi... hajimete datta karaSayonara ga wakara nakattaEien wa matataku aidaUmei wa guuzen to shittaKoi ni nita deai ikutsu kasanetemoKanojo to kurabetetaOh babe kimi ni deau made wa And now I...Tonight... I wish that you were hereTonight... I need to have you nearCome wash away my tearsAnd now I just wanna denyNido to koi wa shinaiAno chikai o ima yaburu yoMou kimi shika minaiKimi wa sou omoide sae moBoku no ichibu to itte kuretaYuitsu no kimi no yuitsu no boku ni naruItsu no hi ga onaji dakeTatoe itsuka aenaku naru toshitemoKimi to kasanete yukuOh babe kyou dake ga shinjitsuTonight... I wish that you were hereTonight... I need to have you nearCome wash away my tearsAnd take away my fears... tonightDonna kako mo tsuzuiteta ima eAno hi no wakare mo Way to youKotae wa doko ni mo nai miraiHikan o ดdฦ[วyI'll denyTonight... I wish that you were hereTonight... I need to have you nearCome wash away my tearsAnd now I just wanna denyNido to koi wa shinaiAno chikai o ima yaburu yoMou kimi shika minai

3.Backstreet Boys - Incomplete : CAN'T BE COMPLETE W/O THEM!
Empty spaces fill me up with holesDistant faces with no place left to goWithout you within me I can't find no restWhere I'm going is anybody's guessI've tried to go on like I never knew youI'm awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I'm going to be is incompleteVoices tell me I should carry onBut I am swimming in an ocean all aloneBaby, my babyIt's written on your faceYou still wonder if we made a big mistakeI've tried to go on like I never knew youI'm awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I'm going to be is incompleteI don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you goI don't wanna make you face this world aloneI wanna let you go (alone)I've tried to go on like I never knew youI'm awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I'm going to be is incompleteIncomplete

4.MARIAH CAREY - We Belong Together : W-INDS AND I BELONG TOGETHER!
I didn't mean itWhen I said I didn't love you soI should have held on tightI never should've let you goI did nothingI was stupidI was foolishI was lying to myselfI could not fathom that I would everBe without your loveNever imagined I'd beSitting here beside myselfI didn't know youI didn't know meBut I thought I knew everythingI never feltThe feeling that I'm feeling nowNow that I don'tHear your voiceOr even touch or even kiss your lipsCause I don't have a choiceWhat I wouldn't giveTo have you lying by my sideWe belong togetherWhen you leftI lost a part of meIt's still so hard to believeCome back baby pleaseWe belong togetherWho else am I gonna lean onWhen times get roughWho's gonna talk to meTill the sun comes upWho's gonna take your placeBaby nobody elseWe belong togetherI can't sleep at nightWhen you're all on my mindBobby Womack's on the radioSinging to me'If you think you're lonely now'Wait a minuteThis is too deep, too deepI gotta change the stationSo I turn the dialTrying to catch a breakAnd then I hear BabyfaceI only think of youAnd it's breaking my heartI'm trying to keep it togetherBut I'm falling apartI'm feeling all out of my elementI'm throwing thingsCryingTrying to figure outWhere the hell I went wrongThe pain reflected in this songAin't even half of whatI'm feeling insideI need youNeed you back in my life babyWhen you leftI lost a part of meIt's still so hard to believeCome back baby pleaseWe belong togetherWho else am I gonna lean onWhen times get roughWho's gonna talk to meTill the sun comes upWho's gonna take your placeThere ain't nobody elseWe belong together

5.w-inds - Love is Message : W-INDS IS LOVE!
Kimi no kotoba de nemurenai kokoro ni hibiku itami niSotto heya o nuke dashite umi no kaze o hoho ni uketaDeatta toki no mune no takanari o wasurete shimawanai youni...Kimi no namida ga koborete kokoro ni fukaku shimikondaWaga mama datta jibun o yoru no umi ni sutete shimaouTell me why itsu kara?Love sight ashi moto niSaku hana sae kitsukazu niSugiteku toki no naka Keep in my heartIronna koto gisei ni shite yuku keredoTebana shichaike nai monoLove is... tokubetsu naLove is... taisetsu naMessage... kimi ni tsutaetai SoLove is... yowakuteLove is... hakanaku temoZutto Don't stop believin'Love is... motomeruLove is... sasaeruMessage... hitori ja dekinai koto SoLove is... kawaranaiLove is... kimi no koeDonna boku mo iyashite yuku One is LoveFutari iku saki ni nani ga matteruka wakaranai kedoItoshisa to wa itsu datteKi ga tsukeba soba ni aru monoIn your eyes utsushitaSunrise sono naka deItsumo waratteitaiIi kotoba narabe temoFlowin' my heart Ii tarinakute bukiyou ni naru omoi saeKimi wa wakatte kureru neLove is... kanaeruLove is... sasageruMessage... yume o misetai kara SoLove is... rekishi gaLove is... kawattemoKokoro no oku towa ni kienai One is LoveYo!! Hoshi no nai Sky kono machi deOne light mitsuketa deaiI think so omou yoru meeru tensouAri no mama I wanna send you love Kazoe kirenai shiin It's mean Soko ni umareru You gotta faith in me Do it!! do it!! Boku no yume kimi no kokoro ni shimikondekuEverytime I do, lonely day, lonely nightTsuyoku naritai shinji aitaiTsuki... kaze... subete ga futari hiki yoseau Just bringin' now Never ever let you go (Never let your love go)Kienai ai no kodou no refrain (I don't wanna pain) Sugiteku toki no naka Keep in my heartIronna koto gisei ni shite yuku keredoTebana shichaike nai monoLove is... tokubetsu naLove is... taisetsu naMessage... kimi o mamoritai SoLove is... toki ni waLove is... kizu tsuketemoZutto Don't stop believin'Love is... motomeruLove is... sasaeruMessage... hitori ja dekinai koto SoLove is... kawaranaiLove is... kimi no koeDonna boku mo iyashite yuku One is Love

specs

2005-06-05T04:47:00.000-07:00

i'm starting to feel that my vision's quite blurry. oh well...im excited to buy new specs, i mean, glasses. i want green glasses with cute frame. hehehe. i wanted to be nerdy. i want people to take me seriously. i want to change image...hehehe..loko lang yung change image.

im at my cuzin's place at malolos, in bulacan. i am actually using their connection right now. we dont have a connection at home because byantell cut our phoneline. di pa kami nakakabayad e. letche bayantel. i watched my cuzin mj's performance at their church''s play awhile ago. he's actually good. i never seen him act before. in a way, im impressed with his adik performance.:P

im excited with my ate tina's possible delivery next week...we will name the baby RINOA ALCEA VELASQUEZ if it's a girl and JOAQUIN ALEXANDER VELASQUEZ if it's a boy. cute names no? siympre naisip namin yan...ako pa! RINOA because of RINOA HEARTILY IN FF8. AND ALEXANDER BECAUSE OF ALEXANDER THE GREAT. JOAQUIN BECAUSE IT SOUNDS GOOD, AND ALSO BECAUSE OF JOAQUIN PHOENIX, A GREAT ACTOR. I JUST SAW ALCEA WHEN I WAS SEARCHING NAMES ON THE INTERNET.

the racket kring gave us, im really half hearted about it. but i already made an aggreement with it. i cant back off. but im totally not in the mood to join the experience anymore. kris backed off. it made me really sad. :( i joined because of him, because i know we will do it together, and he really wanted it. i only taught about his welfare when i was asked to join. i thought it was unfair if i wont agree. ang daya daya naman...NIYA. oh well, wala ng magagawa............~ i understand naman e.

classes goin to start next week. goodluck sa mga students.!

i miss w-inds.~~~

star wars ep 3/ revenge of the shit este sith

2005-05-30T00:25:00.000-07:00

kahapon ang saya. nakaranas ako ng malinis na upuan sa sinehan. magandang ilaw. at di malagkit na sahig. naalala ko, isang beses pa lang ako nakanood sa desenteng sinehan. sa glorietta. the ring pa nga yung pinanood ko e.

o well. ang ganda ng star wars. i like anakin's eyes. padme's costume. samuel's kaseksihan at obi wan kenobi's kabibohan. yoda's cuteness and r2d2's cuteness din. hahaha.

okey xa. billion ang epeks. hay.

wala nang slot sa ust. o well~ di na ako pwedeng lumipat. hay, ka sad. pero okey lang yun.

my camera's err...kinda lost ryt now. i think it's wid my sister...

im going to kris' place. haircut day.

"kris' haircutters"

hahahaahhaah.

...

cum in2 my tummy o so very yummy

2005-05-27T03:29:00.000-07:00

hay, nakakapagod talaga...ayoko na!~brrrttt..

mula may 25, umaalis ako..hanggang ngayon. gahh. ang init init eh. nakakainis talaga..
bakit ba kasi last sunday ko lang napaalam sa mga magulang ko na sto kong lumipat ng skool.? di ko alam kung anong biglang nakain ko, at biglang nakain ng tatay ko't talagang pumayag na xa...pero sabi niya, kapag one year ako malalate, di rin ako pwedeng lumipat. nyek, ano ka iyon...possible na isang taon ako mahuli...pero tingnan naten...ahahaha...

may 25, kasama ko si palo. humingi nga ako ng form, um...binigyan naman ako at alam ko na yung requirements. xo nga lang, sabi nung isang friend ko, dpat sa cfad ako mismo magtanong. kaya ayun, tom tatanungin ko through fone kung pwede pa. i think sarado na ang ofices dun ng ganitong oras...pero...um..nag shopping si palo, tas nilibre niya ako ng pagkain. wow, sarap kasama ng bagong suweldo. ang kyut nung pocky bag niya...~ b.i. ako, talagang sto ko na bilhen niya yung bag na iyon...~tehheeee.

may 26~pumunta akong skool q. inayos ko yung subjects ko, tiningnan ko yung grades ko kung okey na...okey naman yung grades ko...uh..ayaw akong paalisin ng a.c. namen...sabi niya gagawan daw niya ng paraan para lang di ako lumipat, sabi ko, i have a financial problem. sabi niya kaya niya akong gawing scholar. ...halow...wala na xang magagawa if i want to try out other schools...nakakatawa, thumbelina ang tawag niya xaken~

may 27~okei, dapat morning nasa skool na ako. kaso nga lang, nalate akong gising. kawawa naman yung kinausap ko. pumunta xang skool. hapon na ako sumipot. wahhh. may problema kasi ako sa nstp. kailangan maipasa na yung scrapbook dun, para magka grade ako. sto ko kasing ma credit na halos lahat ng subjects ko para naman makapasok talaga ako sa uste. gusto ko nga kasing lumipat. mga kamag anak, matatalik na kaibigan ko..andun e...la lang. tapos ngayon, mejo naiisip ko na, baka hindi na sila tumanggap ng transfereesss..late nadin kasi, kaya naman, am trying my best padin...a sear of hope. di na kasi ako papayagang 2nd sem lumipat, malabo na iyon...pero diba, kung anong gusto mong gawin, ayos lang iyon,,,basta desidido ka...dapat gabayan ako ng Diyos dito..~ehehehe~

my bago akong fave pic at fave song~ check it awt!

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v338/kyokou/Dsc01055.jpg
pj friends at greenbelt

http://www.iloveegg.com/winopen_ani/eggsong.htm
the i love eggs song.....

a!!!!!!!sto ko talagang lumipat..!

ugg

2005-05-23T19:19:00.000-07:00

last saturday, we had our eb. the pj-wfl people are really fun.
i met kris and kring at the north ave. station. i hate them for making me wait.
wahh..but it's okay. it's all worth it with kris' hat and flower power costume.
wah..i really like kring, she's a good lookin' morena. wahh.. i miss her.
wahh...we got lost, trying ti find gb 1's kfc. it was exhausting.
we attended u got game convention, but it was a boring event, with lame cosplayers...(kampanerang kuba, enkantadia...) but i enjoyed making "okrays" and we took a lot of pictures with marge's cam, so it was okay and fun too...plus, i got pics in my cam too..hahahaa.

niwei, i miss these people...my bestfriends,

mics,ley and me...hahha..landi...

bestfriends..hahaha peace...

i wanted to change school, and im starting my move to process things...my dad is motivating me to try ust, and i talked to palo about it...and tia too. a lot of people are encouraging me. but im still confused on some angles.

...

naliligaw, nakikidlatan, pesteng truck drivers

2005-05-19T01:09:00.000-07:00

sino ba namang hindi mabwibiwiset kung palalabasin ka nang 7pm ng gabi, umuulan pa, tas kumikidlat kidlat pa?

nung sang araw xe pinabili ako ng cdr's ng dady ko. as usual nag last minute nanaman xa. nakakapikon talaga..kung alam niyo lang ang pakiramdam pag pinipilit kang umalis kahit ayaw na ayaw mo...
unang una..umuulan...maputik at kumikidlat...pero dahil sa mabait na nilalang ako...pumayag pa rin ako.

lam niyo ba, muntik na kong makidlatan! yung nadaanan ko kasing poste sa kanto namin, natamaan ng kidlat, tapos mejo nag spark pa yung poste. biglang dumilim buong street namin kasi, brownout na!

tapos di lang yan, nakakatakot talaga, tas mejo putik putik pa! pag tawid ko, di ko maxado makita yung daan kasi mejo madilim na talaga...kaya naman mabagal akong tumawid, resulta? muntik na kong mabangga ng truck!!!!!!! tapos sinigawan pa ko ng driver ng: naglalakad ka ba sa buwan???????????????

badtrip ang mga truck drivers, bastos talaga yung mga yun. kaya wla talaga kong paki pag nabubunggo sila.

tapos kanina, pinagbayad ako sa meralco. ginising ako ng maaga tapos pinapunta dun. e hindi ko nga alam pano pumunta dun. sa kamalasmalasang pagkakataon e, nawala ako. oo, nawala ako. di naman ako tanga. nahilo lang. pano ba naman, tinext ko yung ate ko, nahilo ko sa txt niya, ang labo talaga...dahil sa ang gulo gulo niyang sumagot ng mga tanong ko..nawala ako. naglakad ako ng ilang oras sa ilalim ng mainit na araw. kahit sabihin mong may payong ako..mainit pa rin no!!!!!!!!!!!!

naglalakad ako sa kawalan, tas mejo tinitingnan ko na yung mga jeep...sinundan ko..tas may nakita akong trike/padjack...ayun, sumakay ako, sabi ko, meralco po..ayun, nakarating na kong meralco. putangena. ang lapit lang pala.....!

nakaranas nga uli ako ng bastos na truck driver. kasi nakatayo lang ako sa isang tabi, xe nga di ko na lam gagawin ko, nagiisip ako..dumaan yung truck tas sabe nung truck driver: halika na, sumama ka na!!!!!!!!
~di ka ba naman matakot non~

ang malas malas ko..lagi na lang ganito. di man lang ako tablan ng suwerte kahit papaano.
please bigyan ako ng suwerte....please

ate ko nagpapabili pa ng burger.....ang inet inet!

malas tong week na to..tangena talaga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ikaw ang lahat sa akin

2005-05-16T01:41:00.000-07:00

pano mapipigil ang isang damdamin...
kung ang isinisigaw, ikaw ang lahat sa akin...
at kung hindi ngayon~
ang panahon...upang ikaw ay mahalin...

pak you talaga. ito ang kantang paulit ulit na pumapasok sa utak ko. kanina ko pa nga rin ito kinakanta. ayun lang.

galing akong skool kanina and i met my buddy., shes with her gf. naka puti sila, ako na-itim. haha. ang init init e. then i gave my buddy a poster of jumpman23. puro kasi tatoo yung poster. e mahilig xa sa mga ka tatooan, ayun, she liked it so much that she kissed it, and she was so happy, her eyes are gleaming. she asked me where i got it, i answered: secret.

i dont want people to know where i get my clothes, my shoes, my stuff, or even the things i give them. sometimes i tell them, but oftentimes, i dont. i just dont want them to have the same things i have.

eniwei, dami kong gagawin ngayon. pero di talaga ko sinisipag gawin ang mga bagay bagay. uulitin nanaman ang FULL HAUZ, yippeee...mapapanood ko na din sa simula ng tagalog. i rerecord ko nga sa d-cam ko para masya e. aheeekkkkk.

di ko lam bat crush ko tong rain na to!!!!!!!!!

ah..napag usapan namin ng dady ko kahapon yung tungkol sa interes ko sa pananahi. i told him that i wanted to sew and design my own clothes. he said that there is a workshop available near in caloocan city hall, i could check it awt and he could get me there for free although out of school youth students lang ang pwede. he also said na pag natuto na ako, he would buy me a sewing machine. i suggested the electronic one, and i wanted it to be green. adik ako sa green talaga. i am willing to learn. :P

time's running out. i have to work pa. well then.........im excited about nothing.

paano mapipigil...
ang isang damdamin..
kung ang isinisigaw.....
ikaw ang lahat sa akin.......

duh....lss talaga!

tired

2005-05-14T00:01:00.000-07:00

ANG INet inet sa pinas'. wala akong pera. sto kong magkapera. sana yumaman ako. xe sto ko ng laptop. yung maliit. sto ko xeng magsulat. nang walang epal. magsulat na mundo ko lang. sto ko ng mundo ko.

i taught about thirteen kids in immaculate how to make a dragon fly origami. the kiddos are really cute, and after we took pictures of them , we went home. i'm having a good relationship with my colejio friends right now, but i dont think i still wanted to stay in my school.

I wanted to change school. i'm so sure i wanted to do this. AND i've been convincing my friend olive, who's also really tired of our school to quit and go with me, _change iskool.._.
the tuition fee increased again, when i was in my first yr colejio, the juniors of my course, paid 20 thous.......now, we have to pay 36 thous.....hay.....i hate the boring and expensive and strict crappy schoooool....

DI KO maintindihan kung bakit kailangan nilang ibalik ang METEOR GARDEN. yung kapatid ko, binabalikan pa ang storya. isa lang ang masasabi ko..ang panget ni dao ming susu at gwapo si lei. o yan, yan na lang masasabi ko sa nakakadiring mga nilalang ng taiwan na iyan.

Nanonood ako ngayon ng kaya mo ba to? anu ba namang mga paa yun....ang iitim. naalala ko tuloy yung pinag uusapan namen ng mga kaibigan ko kanina...yung babaeng mayabang na maraming buhok sa paa. feeling sozy pa yun. di naman ako laitera kaso lang nga.ang ybang kasi niya kaya kami naasar e.

am really tired.

travelling

2005-05-10T02:34:00.000-07:00

anu nga ba ang paglalakbay?

naglakbay ako noong nakraang linggo sa lugar na gustong gusto ko. ang baguio. malamig kasi doon. pag gabi. pero at least di kasing init dito no..

ngayon, tingnan niyo yung mga adbentures ko doon.

kelangan pa bang imemorize yan? hindi baguio ang napuntahan niyo kapag hindi ninyo nakita ang mga ipinagmamalaki nilang KAKAHUYANG TITE

eto ang pina ka kyut na nakita kong damit buong buhay ko...di lang xa green, e, parang deformed pa ata...naalala ko talaga si shin chan..........

hulaan niyo kung sino ako dito....................

yung mansion ko.......ako lang mag isa jan, pro masaya akong gumugulong gulong jan sa damuhan........hay ang salonpas ng dating ko.........

o ayan na muna...pero kung titingnan mo blog ng kapatid ko www.cyorin.blogspot.com ay mas maraming pictures dun, nilagay ko lang kasi yung mga dabest....

aalis nanaman ako mamaya..aantuken nanaman...sakit nanaman leeg ko....

sakit ulo ko

2005-05-08T11:39:00.000-07:00

sakit ng ulo ko. di ko alam batet. siguro kasi mainit. pero dalawang beses na akong naligo. anu ba to. impyerno ang pinas.

kagagaling ko lang lingayen at baguio. tas sa wed, babalik uli ako sa baguio at punta naman ako ng el paradiso..sa la union...gahekhekhek.

dami kong problema ngayon pero di ko muna iniisip...

dito ko music room sleep ngayon kaya nahawakan ko si beibi (pc) la lang...an saya....

jas chekin friendster.....and replyin to msgs...and testis...and wat pa ba....hmm lookin at pips who got w-inds pics in their account. i found.....i found...a ryuichi sleeping...cutie.......

who sez i cant sleep this tyt huh?

ow c;mon.....my sisters watching dvd of full haus ryt now...rain ish so hot.....
i keep laffin' but im really problematic...
hay....i'll put the pics of my recent adventure later on...hay, i have to resize them pa e..
grrrr...

happy mothers day: we went to ihaw ihaw restaurant where there are cooks and waiters singing the song of kitchie nadal and evanessence...and the song sexbomb...haha..it was fun, the kare kare is so delisosyo...you dont know how much i love food...
hayyy.....
init....
...

battle royale

2005-04-26T09:15:00.000-07:00

im watching battle royale one right now. ang ganda, patayan kasi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

actually, napanood ko na to sa WOWOW nung hayskul ako, xo lang, di ko maintindihan. ngaun, may sub na...ta-dah!

"At the dawn of the Millenium, the nation collapsed. At 15% unemployment, 10 million were out of work, 800,000 students boycotted school. The adults lost confidence, and fearing the youth, eventually passed the 'Millenium Educational Reform Act'...AKA: The BR Act."

survivor ng nkaraang battle royale. freaky smile.

pinasabog ang leeg.

hackers...i like mimura, the guy who's handling the lptop.

kamuka ni ryohei chiba to, girl version niya...:)

ayun, patayan xa...etong dalawa yung naka- survive:

nanahara at noriko.

pero lumabas silang wanted sa lipunan,

o hayan, share ko lang yung napanood ko. alam ko marami nang napanood yan kasi dati pa yan e. pero ako ngayon ko lang yan naintindihan. buti naman naintindihan ko na yang patayan na yan no. 1:20am na, andito pa rin ako. pinuntahan na nga ako ng mama ko dito sa music room sa baba, sabi niya "matulog ka na" sabi ko, tinatapos ko pa yung reaction paper ko sa Rizal, which is true naman po...kahit tinulugan ko yung movie na Rizal in Dapitan kanina..

hay, la lang, pakiramdam ko ang saya saya magtype dito. ang saya kapag kasama mo lang yung pc mo, tapos nakatapat electric fan sayo, tas sobrang tahimik, ikaw lang yung tao sa baba, lahat sila tulog na. wala naman ako naiisip na moomoo. hahaha...nag eenjoy xe ako maxadooo. wahhhh. di pa tapos yung reaksyon paper ko...........

nilipat na yung libingan ng lolo ko kanina, tapos kasama ko si iya kanina, as usual, naglakad na naman kami, tapos ng bike kami sa sementeryo........! ang saya nga e. namiss ko na rin kasing magbike e...

food:wala, im too full
movie:battle royale : rate : 10 stars out of 11 :)
mood: happy naman, enjoy...:)

special hello and hellow to ning ning, my sister who is in baguio ryt now. i know you miss ryuichi na!!!!!!!!!!!...

:::

i'm s0 happy ^_^

2005-04-23T08:28:00.000-07:00

today, i got my w-inds. file na. the shiki vid and the kirei da vid and others. plus, the sinigang of dad's palo is so delis-yoso.:P plus i have a battle royal wid sub na, maiintindihan ko na xa sa wakas. at nakita ko si subaru ang kyut niya talaga.

happy din ako dahil may nag tag nanaman sakin, si gago. ang kyut niya, grabe. :P ulol ba ko? matgal na kasi akong ganun, and it's a compliment for me, LOSER! ~_~

i have my complete set of epi dvd of full house! my dad gave it to mehhh. so happy... alam ko na mangyayare...soh sweet talaga........rain and jessie.......hahaha.

i have my pc back. i iam connected online again. gaarraarraarra. i'm starting to be busy nanaman. i mean, i'm really busy widowt my pc, pero mas busy pag meron......no one can stop meeeeehhh.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love eating. i love jellybee (a stick jellyace), pringles na cheese (i bought one for me and one for palo nd timy), pancit canton, halo halo, mojos and baliwag lechon manok. ~winkx~

i love full haus and rain and jessie and all the bears.

im happy happy happy happy happy happy happy.

xo lang, aalis ang sis at dad ko for baguio tom, di ako makakasama xe i have midterms in saykology e...hay badtrip, ang saya pa namang mag camera dun. and if ever daw i want to make sunod sunod- i can have a companion, im thinking bout inviting iya or kambal!

sana makasunod ako, pero malaboooo.

happy happy happy happy
please dont make me sad..............
happyyyyyyyy.

~pix pa~

2005-04-21T22:10:00.000-07:00

here are the pix in the pj's meeting galing sa cam ni marge!!!!
enjoy.sharing...
hark.hark.

kring.marge wida elepante.jay (bonel aq).at yoji. sweet no.

wala lang. ang kyut no. mag straw daw ba. may ribbon pa. asus.

continuation..look at kring...and kineshi...krrrrr...hahaha..shocking daw.

oo, asawa ko na siya. tackey is love.

i'm jaz inside a net caf . ha, i hate it no privacy for my baby pc addiKing.hahaha.
red day red day red day.

thanks sa mga nagtag.mwahh..you guys are great!

!red day!

2005-04-21T21:56:00.000-07:00

obviously, i've been thinking about a lot of things. ow red.

yes. the red day uhrm maybe the red week. first i ruined our burner. hell yeah. i ruined it!
i was in a very good mood cause i got my w-inds stuff and palo showed me arashi stuff, and i've been enjoying the videos in my media player
i also got my kawariyuku sora pv copy and im so glad that day.
i also put my imagefox viewer that day. so i was in a crash of dreams.
but then the unthinkbale happened.

when i put my cd of w-inds where their pv are recorded in, (sa katangahang palad, namali ang paglagay ko ng cd at napindot ko na ang sarahan ng device. okey so umiikot ng mabilis iyon at pumutok po ang burner ko.whahaha.)
my initial reaction was: putah putah putah! puro mura nalang ata

i opened my pc i removed the burner drive. and i tried fixing it but it's impossible na talaga.
speechless when i saw my w-inds cd in pieces. just ike their song: pishies i mean pieces.

im so in a red mood and everything today.

and there are other reasons why im in a red mood but i'll let it go nalang..

...wala lang...

2005-04-11T00:51:00.000-07:00

wala lang. hay hirap ng ganito. walang linya ng phone. di ako maka-adik sa pc neto e. brrr. well2, im at a net near our school. duh. i hate net cafs. la lang. pa-arte ko lang. ang lieeeeet ng sulat. la lang din. i dont want them to read what im writing e. niwei, fi foe fai foe...she's been nagging 25/8. hahahaha. as in. im actually having a hard time na. sometimes i just want to let go!!!!!!!!at ayon nga kay amahing chris (salamats sa pag tag) e...let me be!!!!..thanks nga pala for the weiird haircut. hahaha. i like it. my classmates said it was really cute and bagay saken...wala lang..others said na magpakamatay na daw gumupit sakin.....hehehe joke lang un....hahaaha. they look at me. ako lang xe may ganung buhok sa ceu.scary.hoex. my prof said fan ako ng beatles. and sabi niya: "baket my suot ka na naman helmet?" sto kong sabihin na: "e kung sagasaan kaya kita!!!" sto ko lang naman sabihin e. hhhweeee.ang liwanag sa labas. wala lang...hay,,,tired.....i'd go home na talaga...hay.. di ko lam problem, xe tiningnan ko un blog ko sa pc na to..walan lumalabas na black bckground. e white yung text ko..so i changed it to orange muna so i can read it. anyway, this is viewed from another pc, u can clearly see orange from black naman e diba.brrr. sana may snow sa pilipinas. wala lang. para naman lahat ng tao giniginaw.
ang init kagabi, buruin mo, natatakot sakin mga cuzins ko.muka daw akong sadako. ay nako..naalala ko si luminax. di na nga pala kami nag uusap at nagpaparamdaman. nag eenjoi siguro xa sa life niya ngayon...para naman impt xa..e im enjoyin' din naman. i was jaz thnkin y luminax shouted at me that fateful day? i hate luminax for doing that. everyone is shouting at me. everyone's like that. i really thought luminax is diffirent. duhuh. dont wana tok..iiiierrrrr....
while the class was watching unfaithful in our sayk class, my seatmate, momy olive drew keitachi. i'll show it off here when i get the chance...it was jaz made up of pen and walang bura bura. astig....!brrrr..brrrr... as if malamig sa pinas..brrr. ang araw talaga sa labas, e 430 na....brrr...id go home na nga...brr..wala nang !!aa..may insekto malapit sa keyboard.....shoohohohohhohohoo..at ang dugyot ng nasa tabi ko..hmm mga dalwang upuan naman pagitan....okey sana hair.,pang bish...so lang,,,,ang itim niya....yuhuhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!dang!!!!! high na high na ba ako? di ko xe alam e.

brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
...

adeek~dorama time~

2005-04-05T07:34:00.000-07:00

addek ako ngayon sa full house. naapektuhan ako maxado. napapacry cry ako maxado. paapburn talaga ko ng buong series neto.

well, nag meeting pj's nung sat sa ell pollo loco at loko loko kmi. pero may nangyare sa meeting. i met other mems sina kring(this 1's pretty),karen..um.. chonks..koko..aun..kris, ness, palo, ate yoji and marge was there too. ness and palo gave me a really speacial w-inds print..thank you so much for that and for the letters and the lala chocolates, love it.

kring...kring..kring..wala lang..hehe..kyutie niya no...hehehe..~_~

karen.koko.palo. :)

ako't si ness forever........

amahing si kris..ano na!?

ang labs ko si palo at ako.singet si kris d2..dina kasya hoy...

si marge at ate yoji..wav ko sila no.

my bestfriend, mics, gave me a testi...haha and i love it so much, i gave her a 3 page testi..
here's her gigantic testi for me:

Jaycette Joy Guillermo.. best fwend q yan.. love q yan ng sobra.. never nangiwan ian.. never dn aqng cnaktan n2.. she always wants the best for me.. sobrang bait n2 at saksakan ng kulit.. sbe nga ng lola q pra ciang kiti2... hahaha.. npakadaldal pa.. at nga pla kakaiba yang magwalk.. un ung PENGUIN WALK.. hahaha.. pgmasdan nio.. niweiz.. mdme nga pla bwal d2 sa gurl na 2.. lalo na ol gurls pa cia ng aaral.. lam mu nmn cguro kng ano2 ung mga un.. just rmmbr GOD MADE EVE FOR ADAM.. gets?! good.. so see you around.. LOVE YOU XO MUCH.. ikaw lng ang nagiisa qng best fwend sa buong mundo at isang katangahan ang paghahanap ng iba coz ur the best!!!! labs yah!!! ~ w-inds. ~

micah and i...(my best and i)~fave pic namen to~

i was so touched talaga!~I LOVE YOU MICAH

im really worried about my good friend, best pal, best..basta,, iya....she's the only person who cleans our garage with me. we fight against the pupus of life. everytime we clean the doggies' shit, she would aim the hose at me...of course it has sparkling water coming out ...and.. tralalala.. im wet....:P and of course, i did the same with her....:P but she's really facing a tough situation these days, and im really trying my best to be there for her. i would really do everything to be with her, and to be there with her. we've been through a lot of tough times..
and she really loves me. i felt it. and it was real. she was different from everyone. and maybe, that's why i never wanted her to leave me. hahaha. dorama!~ april 4 was her bday and ning2 and i surprised her with a luncheon meat cake with one candle on. she wished and blew IT. she cried...:P~i touched another life again_i love you iya~ so much~

iya's 18th bday cake,,,we made it..yaherks!

iya and i..cleaning the garage..the dog's pupus.....ewww..enjoi....hehehe

iya and i...our best pic...hehehehe.....

i hve my summer classes and my sched is from m-s, 10-2pm... 2 subjectS, sayk and rizal. i started my rizal class awhile ago and it was fun because i met my classmates again and it's a schooly afternoonie air again :Pi am really inspired to write a good love story because of full house. hahaha. ye mabuhay full house.i really hate gurls who wears short skirts..they can only wear that if you on a really jabonnga party-GIMMIEK, but on a sunny day at school? i think it's a no...no....

POPE'S DEAD//PRAY.

...

full house

2005-04-01T02:30:00.000-08:00

duh. as in...gustong gusto ko talaga xa...as in...

SWEET SO SWEET...

the justin guy in FULL HOUSE every 9pm, sa GMA kapuso..ayun, ang cutecute niya. ang cute cute ng story nila ni jessie...hehehe. i also like it when they sing the mama bear papa bear and baby bear song. and the term rice cooker justin always use.

hay, inaantay ko nga yung epi ngayon xe lam ko ikikiss ni justin si jessie ngayon, tas kagabi di pa ko makatulog xe nga xado kong kinikilig sa full house.

I HATE LORRAINE...UGLY GURL....TALAGA..CAN I KASKAS A BATO IN HER FACE?

nanood nga pala ko ng mga vcds ko na friuts basket ngayon. wala lang, tawa lang ako ng tawa..hahaha.ang kyuti talaga ni yuki. fave ko dun si yuki at saka si hatsuharu..solid....ilan yirs na rin...

hay, sumingit lang ako sa pc....my moms going to kill us xe e...hay dami kong prob sa skul. actually di naman ganun ka big xo lang...wala lang...sta my full house im alive!

full house full house full house
justin

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS NGA PALA....!!
...

tales of guillermo summers.

2005-03-29T22:15:00.000-08:00

my sister jep jep is the feeling sexy bombei, and i'm paa-jabi emsi, the bombei wid da flute and bling bling beibe...!

one day. i discovered a supersized kanin...yum yum...supersize meeeh....!

camwhoring when bored...and tired..of cleaning...i look so...tired...no!?

my one and only love...

the famous guitara....

this is my life...kung wala xa...wala na rin ako....hay...

badtrip ka

2005-03-28T00:02:00.000-08:00

mga ines ko: una kay luminax
daming badtrip sa mundo. tangena nasali tuloy sa kinaiinisan ko si luminax. pano ba naman, mag tetex xaken tapos di naman magrereply. mangungulit, tapos di magrereply. kaya nawawalan talaga ako ng ganang itex yun e. tapos magagalit xa pag di ako nagtetex. e puta naman e...pag xa na kinontak parang bulang nawawala. di ko maintindihan kung everytime na nagagalit xa xaken e feel niya na di ako itex e. e ako wala naman xaken kung di xa mag tex. alam ko naman na bz xa e. walla na kong pake. e bat ganun, pag nagtext na xa xaken, ang demanding, tapos kailangan agad ng reply...e puta naman e..wla nga akong load!!!!

pangalawa: kay vincent rey tantoco (pg..puro murahes e)
putangena mong hayop ka di ka namen titigilan gago ka puta mo gago papakulong ka namen tandaan mo yan magkakarecord ang nbi clearance mo tangena mo gago ka wala kang kaluluwa puta ka mahal ko pamilya ko angkan namen ano puta ka ubusan na lang kaya tayo ng lahi ngayon gago ka tangena mo...ubusan na tayo ng mga lahi ano ha???? paglalaban ko pinsan ko sa huli wala kang itlog na pula.........wala kang titi!

pangatlo: lizette
ang panget mo puta ka isa ka pa pok pok ka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

patawarin sana ako ng diyos pero nakakaasar lang talaga e...!

tangena mo luminax!!!!!!!kahit mahal kita di kita sasantohen gago! ugaliin mo yang ugali mot wala na tayong buhay kahit kailan!!!!
...

50 cent!

2005-03-27T23:32:00.000-08:00

the fucking hell/i have a big question/bket lahat ng lalake e walang balls?/i mean, most of them./bakit kelangan tumakas?/tumakbo?/sourlosers ang mga ganon/putangena talaga yang vincent na yan/and hell idont care what they say/what u did wid my cuz/my very close cuz/my respectable cuz/ay isang kahayupan/tangena mo/you rot in hell you bastard!/i'd kill you/dumaan ka lang sa kmay ko/id shoot to kill you!/id really really kill you..................!/
nuff said/papatayeeen kettaaaaa/putanginaaaa mo.....

...

ister sandae

2005-03-27T00:40:00.000-08:00

well.himala.magsisimba kami...
wa.....~sana makita ko yung sakristan na pogie...
wa~...i need to take a bath na..
wa~im excited para tom....
Wa~~~~luminax miscalled in my cell....how touching
Wa~feeling ko tumatawag xa thru landline...
pero di makasinget....

wa.....im on the net xe.,,
mas impt to....itz my life!!!!!!!!

wa~~~~need to bath na
bye.......................................................

*putangina mo vincent! putangena mo talaga manloloko ka....ginago mo pamilya namin, sa laht lahat ba naman bakit pinsan ko pa..puta ka!!!!!!!!!!!*

...

my holy week

2005-03-26T08:21:00.000-08:00

dictionary:terms:
fi foe fai foe-kontrabida, malaki, nagir.
luminax-my secret love. sa kanya ko lang sinabi na inlav ako sa kanya. kaya xa lang nakakaalam. ayos ba?
~dang...
~wala kaming pera. walang katulong. this is da best holi wik eber.

eto ang storya. gigising ako ng mga 11am,10 am or 12am. then i'll eat. then i'll clean the tables. neng neng, my sista (www.cyorin.blogpsot.com) ay maghuhugas ng pinggan. i'll make walis, and mop the floor. then we'll clean our room. dusty dusty ever.

at darating ang gabi. kakain ng hapunan, at lilinisin uli ang table. mag momop at magwawalis.
may mga extra pang gawain, tulad ng paglinis ng garahe (with dogs pupuz) pagsuway sa nag-aaway na si banila at bokbok (mga asong ulol).

minsan, habang naglilinis ng pupu ng mga aso sa garahe, at kapag mganda ang araw...naliligo ako gamit ang hose. enjoy nga e. kasi si teejay (billy crawler) ay tabo at bote ng pop ang ibang babasa at ibubuhos sayo. si neng neng naman ay nakiki join din. wala kasi kaming summer pool experience ngayon. wala kaming pondo. kaya dun nalang sa garahe. mas masaya nga e.

pero may mga bagay naman na nakakapagpasaya ng boring alalay fi fay foe days namin ng holi wek.
1. guitara pare!
2.internet .blog.
3.w-inds~~~~~~~~~~!
4.cellfone ni dady..cam fone kasi
5.kuting ko si moshi maro
6. pag nagparamdam si luminax (my secret love) okei na ko....

pero kapag si fi foe fai foe...ai dumating na sa eksena.i'm dead.....we are dead....tutuli mo, maninigas na. ayon nga sa kanta sa layon keng....be prepared!

pero kakantahan ko din yun ng...hakunna mattata....

hay.........buhey....
things i did today na ayoko:
cleaned the table.
walis.
pinalo dogs.
nagwalis, naghos ng pupu ng dogs.
nag alis ng kurtina.
nagkabit ng kurtina.

things i did today na gusto ko:
nag camwhore.
nag hose water experience under the sun with tj and ning2
guitar.
kumain ng halo halo ni aleng beibe
kumain ng bread wid liver spread yum
nanood ng big fet liar
eto, nakapag i-net
luminaxin' (at last nagparamdam!)
naglollipop
nagsend ng pics from dads fone

things na sto kong gawin na di ko nagawa:
kumain ng cheez curls
kumain ng piattos
kumain ng vienna sausage
kumain ng roastbepp
tumawag kay luminax

ayan.....e2 ang holy week ko. bukas ay easter sunday na. at malamang, ganun parin. pero look on the bright side beibe....monday.....fie fai foe's gone na.........hehehehehe.....can't wait.

paniguradong gagawin ko to bukas:
magpasok. maglabas ng sampay
magtupi ng tuyong undies
magwalis uli ng pupu? eww

...

anti-praning.

2005-03-12T06:21:00.000-08:00

hinahabol habol ako ng mga praning sa buhay ko. pwede ba, tigilan niyo na ako. wala naman akong ginagawa sa buhay niyo a. ayoko sa lahat e yung mga praning na, plastik pa. pwede ba, wala naman akong gagawin sa buhay niyo a. tigilan niyo na ako. may buhay ako. mahal ko mga kaibigan ko. may karapatan akong mahalin sila. kaya nga napapagod na ako sa mga kapraningan niyo mga praning. naasar na kasi talaga ako sa mga praning e.

kumain na lang kayo ng kamote mga praning kayo. so what kung ganito ako kakyut at kasweet at di ako maiwanan ng mga kaibigan ko? wag niyo na akong isama sa mga kapraningan niyo. yung iba jan, nag plastik plastik pa. kala niyo a...di ko alam. hark hark hark. tatlo antena ko, sampu radar ko at marami pang ibang gadjets.

i just hate you mga praning. ayoko na nga kaung pansinin kaso lang kayo paulit ulit na nagpapansin. can you please mga pranings just get out of my life and create your own paranoid world. what the fucking hell are you pranings doing in my world.

i must launch a campaign- anti-praning.